Wednesday

TP Mensa Dory Fish with some special sauce, oh-so-goooood. It deserves 3 pixxx here *drools* 

Zaxe's!

Zee's! Which looks like a slab of mess, but it's not too bad. Maybe too floury to my liking.

Yoketing had their Chef Salad and it's one of my fave too <3 had it on Thursday.

Always having a sweet tooth, headed down for gongcha at 10plus. This was after my manicure (2nd time in 3 days lol) and 'dinz' of Ion tako bollz which is prolly the best I've eaten!!!!!

LOLLLLLL I look upset.

-cues duck mouth- Like on 9gag HAHAHAHA abit #phail ah

SEE THIS and yes I'm into ridiculous colours lately hahahaha like always end up with joke colours like I'm from the circus or something.

ASOS claw ring ^.^

There was slot of cloth action that day for this siao lang, got stuck in the frigging elevator and I swore Final Destination's elevator scene was in my head that very moment :O :O :O

Came home to this by my lappie and YAYYYY ASOS package hehehe was so happy to see it ;D Not much - a jewellery display case, a top I wanted for months, floral bra, awesome chunky necklace and and and wait for it................ A pair of hot pink Warehouse shorts!!!!!! The colour is not the point worth "!!!", but it's the fact that I actually got a pair of shorts!!!!!!!!!!! Me and shorts, are not evern friends lol. I asked Zee if she has ever seen me in shorts before, she couldn't think of a time. Tadah~~~~ Shall attempt to wear it out soon.

Oh, another piece of clothing item I really dislike is jeans. Ultimate enemy ok!!! I bet nobody has seen me in jeans before, aside from ex-job colleagues and past customers...... If I were to be accepted for that job interview I went AND decide to take the job, hello jeans for a couple of years....

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Unoffically a graduate from TP

Been planning for uni application and bridging thingy and bank loan and job search and and and worrying alot about my future. Was really depressed about all the money issue and paying for the bank loan I'm about to take up, as I've to pay quite abit every month once the bank loan is approved. I was so not confident if I can keep it up and toyed with the idea of working first then maybe study part-time? BUT God always has a plan for me and mother actually offered to pay like the monthly payments for the first $10,000 I am borrowing from the bank. Which means, I have the rest to worry about which is lesser than half. I CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!

Fist-pump

So many people are out clubbing tonight and I'm home, because I'll feel too guilty to go and like 'neglect' the fact I've exams coming up. BUT I'm also slacking now so....... Lolz.

What I'm doing now: Listening to DJ Stanley's new 2012 mix

I know, I'm looking for trouble with myself.

The songs in the mix, I'm unfamiliar with like 80% of them? Has it been thatttttttttt long? Isn't it barely 2 months?

LOL man the last GIF hahahahaha memories oh my goodness obscene action that I do........

Totally cannot maintain.

Must be all that you-cannot-go-which-makes-you-wanna-go-even-more thing.
Wait for me, 29th Feb I chiongggggggggggggggggggggg.
For now, suck thumb :'(

Pictures update

01//New favourite moisturiser which is awe-wait for it-some ;D

02//Some cutesy stickers I bought and sticking them onto the pages of my HK scheduler to spice it up ^^

03//Outfit for church on Sunday :) Love dressing up on Sundays. This outfit nearly caused me to expose my undies to all the strangers as the wind was insaneeeeee.

04//Casual outfit on Monday

05//SUPER CUTE HELLO KITTY STRAWBEE POKKY :O Somehow tasted yummier too...

06//For you, bitch :) A kind advice for you: If you don't change your two-face acts and the way you treat people around you, soon you'll have no friends at all. And really, don't expect me to hang out with you ever.

Feeling?

Came home from a swim awhile back, feeling many of my muscles aching. Ache is good. I like physical aches.

Been thinking so much lately and I really fear that I will fall back into the crazily emotional me. There's no relationship thingy involved here, thank goodness for I definitely would be sucidal right now (kiddingggg). Friends, friendship has always been the problem. Now, and future.

This post is not making sense. I feel tired to really process what I'm feeling right now. All I can say is, I don't know whether to believe the words of friends anymore.

"I really like you."

"It's awesome that we are friends!"

"Love you, V!"

"Hope we can be friends forever."

"It really hurts me for you to think otherwise about me."

etc etc.

Maybe it's the approaching of the end of school life in TP, or the fact that Vday is tmr, that is drving me crazy. I feel so uneasy.

I'll be better. I always do. Right?

P.S. What better day to go MIA for 24 hours than a day that I'm really dreading this year.

Constantly tired

The worse part of Sem 3.2 is over, where we had 2 pretty big submissions over our head that's due on the same day AND same time. The school is insane, all out to kill. Not to mention how me and the always-so-mild S nearly burst out that very day, thanks to.... But all is better now. Just crossing my fingers that I won't be so unlucky that..... But the chances are high. If I'm already irritated now, what about in the future. Can't even think about it oh goodness -facepalm-

That aside, had a R&R day with zee today and it was gooooood man. Do nails, cut hair, eat, walk around aimlessly, shop, don't have to rush to anywhere or do anything in particular. We also discussed about something we wanted to do for awhile and an idea has been formed! ;D So eggcited to get it started once exams are over and we're wayyyy free to arrange our time. Food, oh glorious food ^^ STSTSTSTST~~~

AND OH, got back my MA testpaper 02 and thank gooooooodness it rescued my marks quite abit. Thank You, for looking after me and listening to my prayers :)

Still very tired and my flu is making me feel like I've been crying lolz. Not to mention my cough is like more than 1 month already omg could it be TB?! *self-panic*

(Fuck you lah ok just get off my back, your voice already irritate the hell outta me and I certainly hope you won't stick to me. Not now, not ever. I certainly hope for your own sake you did not read my blog and make that decision of yours, as that would be plain disgusting and fucking copycat? Get your pretense and get.the.fuck.away.)